for the first time in my life a friend of mine has given up on me. i don't make friends easily. it takes me time to decide i want to trust someone. this doesn't mean i'm not friendly. although my sister would think otherwise. but the people i consider friends are only a few although i'll call you a friend the moment i meet you. so this friend of mine who was my only friend in pakistan over the past few years is caught up in all that is said about me. and has decided he no longer wants to be friends. people have the ability to hurt you so much without even knowing. i hope i forget how this feels soon