i think the worst part of growing up is actually becoming responsible. you can blame things and be immature about it while you're an adult but then everyone by that time knows you're a coward. you are held accountable for all your actions. so when you do something weird or stupid you can't say oh my mom made me or laugh it off. no matter how much you really really want to. i want no responsibility. i want to do things that people don't expect. i don't want to do things that people expect. i just want to be. i want and i don't want and there should be nothing else. me me me