ya Allah! we're hurting. i'm in shock. i haven't been able to think after finding out about the tsunami and the human cost. there is nothing left except grief in my heart. what is it about this painful event that keeps my twisted self glued to find out more for hours? trying to carry on petty conversations is useless. trying to study is even more so. not that i want to do either right now. dua is in order. and help. it's our duty to. i'm aching. then numb. inna lillahi wa inna ilayhi rajioon