dear abu ji and mummy
asalaamalaikum
how are you? hope all is well. so today was a little rough and i like to think that i did alright but my concern is why i can't seem to test well. it's not like i don't take all of this seriously. i do. and i wish that i could get somewhere with this. the more i want it the further away it is for me. i realize nothing comes easy and it's only going to get tougher but i'm just wondering if i'm having such a hard time already then what's going to happen when as i get closer to the heavy part. i'm having second thoughts about all of this. at the same time i think maybe it'll be better if i repeat this year at school. sure it sounds like a waste of time but at least i'll know what i'm talking about. inshAllah when i get through all of this i can look back and laugh at how stressed out i sound but right now i'm seriously considering doing this all over again. what do you think?
with lots of love and hugs,
m