there are times when i want to be awake and times when i don't. pretty deep, huh? well, i try. like right now i don't want to be awake. the other day i wanted to be awake. i drank this caffeinated energy drink called red bull. has anyone ever tried that? all day i was such a spaz. i might as well have been walking on my hands i was so wired. the day ended with me crying while i was on the phone with mummy. that was quite a rollercoaster of emotions. the lesson re red bull is stay off it.