you know when there are times that you feel like being really crazy and you don't know what came over you because you would never act on it but you think it. like here's a crazy thought. when you're driving down the road and you think what if i just covered the eyes of the person driving, what would happen? i mean we all know what would happen but just that you had that thought is pretty scary. it sounds like i'm crazy but we all have these thoughts. i just choose to write about them instead of actually going ahead and performing them. but i do have that choice. everyone does.