you and i. we're amazing. subhanAllah. if you really think about it. the things we are blessed with that we don't even pay attention to are incredible. something as simple as a friend calling your name. i don't even know what it all entails but here's a gander at it. i always wanted to use that word. someone's like oh hey m wait up. you actually recognize that there is a sound. so you hear something outside of the background noise. then you understand the language. then your memory cells or whatever say hey i've heard this. this is my friend so and so. then you tell all your muscles to turn around and look in the direction you want to be. then your eyes focus on your friend. then your heartbeat quickens. then you calculate how many steps you have to take. then you act on taking those steps. the whole time you're not even thinking about these things but doing them. this is why i want to be a doctor. to understand all that i can about you and i. and if something is off then i want to help. that's how i can help my ummah. that's how i can give thanks to Allah swt. and with grace of Allah swt i will be able to soon. because every time i think how easy is it to recognize that Allah is the greatest? then why don't i run to give thanks? where are my manners?