ok i'm bemused. i just got done talking on the phone with a friend of mine right. this is the first conversation after a long time. it's more like a goodbye i'm leaving the country so attempt to say you miss me and then i'll fake promise to write to you and then we'll probably forget each other and when we see each other next then we'll blame each other for not keeping in touch type of conversation than a regular conversation. for whatever reason it strays to a variety of topics and at one point i'm called a prude because i'm "just a sheep in wolf's clothing" so my retort wasn't really up to par due to the overall tiredness thanks to my day and i end with "what's with the B movie dialogue?" and my friend's reply to that is "you're not serious enough, with people or yourself" now if my friends ever find this blog they'll know exactly who i'm talking about because this is the way he deals with goodbyes. and by that i mean not really dealing with someone leaving and actually just making a "situation" out of it. maybe for drama's sake. i don't know. it was just a shame that it had to go like that.